Each day is a day closer to good bye

My wish of hoping the last two weeks would fly by was granted now I wish time would slow down. Just said good bye to hubby for the next 4 days just to have him home 2 then gone 10 what is wrong with this picture? We are in the ballpark of 3 1/2 - 4 months till departure for aprox one year. What bums me out is I feel like I just got him back home from the last one...tis life. Each day that goes by is another one closer to good bye cannot wait to say each day gone by is one closer to hello.